Hello all! This week was okay. That is how I would describe it. It's just been a tough week. I am imperfect and was distracted this week. I didn't fulfill my missionary purpose.
I feel sad because I just want my friends to feel joy. Everlasting joy. Rejection is never easy. It is difficult. I sometimes get sad and discouraged when it doesn't turn out how I imagined it. That is how I felt this week. It felt like all our plans and goals where just not happening. I felt like I failed the people, the Lord and the zone. But it is not about me. It is about God and His great work. His will. His design. His plan. I am but a mere instrument. I am of the dust. Trying to listen and obey my Heavenly King. Diligence and expecting miracles are going to be my focus points the next two weeks. I do find comfort in the scriptures. No one listened to Lehi (1 Nephi 1:20). One person listened to Abinadi (Mosiah 17:2-4). People even left Jesus's side (John 6:66-69, John 18: 2-5). So that definitely helps a lot!
On the upside I had two very specific answers in the scriptures that answered concerns a friend had. It was a miracle. So if you have a concern or question, read the scriptures. Pray and than read. Answers will come.
Love y'all.
Elder Spencer
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